Where's Strength When I Need It

This post is a constructed as a reminder for myself. (eh ceh why sound so formal wtf)

I shall NOT lose my sanity. I shall not lose my sanity I shall not lose my sanity I shall not lose my sanity I shall not lose my sanity I shall not lose my sanity I shall not lose my sanity I shall not lose my sanity I shall not lose my sanity I shall not lose my sanity I shall not lose my sanity I shall not lose my sanity I shall not lose my sanity I shall not lose my sanity I shall not lose my sanity

and

I shall be grateful for all the things that I have.

Am pretty much mentally and emotionally drained, and impaired wtf.

Honestly a part of me just wanna fuck it and leave it to fate and luck, but of course I'm not supposed to do that.

Just.

Gotta.

Chug on.

For a few more weeks. I SHALL NOT LOSE MY SANITY BY THEN.

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Oh ya, I know it's pathetic but I still wanna display it wtf... that I have ONE follower! Hehe another person except myself reads this shit? So what it's only ONE? WTF rambling here wtf.