Holy crap why is learning how to drive so scary T______________T
I now understand why my bro drove at 20-30kmph when he first got his license wtf.
Holy shit HOWWWWW I DON'T WANNA LEARN BUT CANNOT DON'T LEARN WHO CAN SAVE ME WTFFFFF I'M SCARED SHITLESSSSSSS TOMORROW HAVE TO LEARN AGAIN GAAAAHHHHHHHHH HELP ME I DON'T WANNA WAKE UP T____________T
SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH
You know what happened today?
I got home right. Seemingly normal. Suddenly it hit me. Like out of nowhere. This urge.
TO CRY LIKE A MOFO.
I WENT UP TO MY ROOM TO CRY!!! AND SUPPRESS THE URGE TO CRY.
FUCK THIS SHIT!!!!
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?
CRY EVERYDAY AS LONG AS I'M LEARNING HOW TO DRIVE??
WHAT IF I NEVER GET GOOD AT IT??
WHAT IF I FAIL AT IT FOREVER AND EVER????
I'LL CRY?? IS THAT WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN??? I'LL CRYYY?????
I sound like a pathetic wimp but I NEED A FREAKING PLACE TO VENT TO REVEAL HOW TRULY SCARED I AM WTF AND WEAK I KNOW I KNOW!
I dunno what to feel right now. I'm down. Dreading tomorrow. Dreading what comes next.