I Crave...

Today, boys and girls... yours truly have finally gained a new knowledge...

the art of tying a tie!!! albeit in a cacat way wtf. But still, I now know the moves la.. wtf faster say that in a dirty way.. da MooOOVES bebeh.. shit I've officially gone crazy wtf.



Sigh. Tonight. Or this morning, whichever pleases you, I feel like having a companion beside me.. to chat and drink tea and snack on scones with. We'll be basking (wtf) in the moonlight, and enjoying the night breeze, while we talk about deep stuff, like life... the meaning of it, the banality of it, the excitement of it, the quirkiness of it. We'll feel so much comfort and gain relevation from our conversation, so much so that we'll want it to go on forever, wishing that time can just 'stop right at this moment'... ahhh.. I'm so lucky to have met you, my friend..



Sigh. I've never had moments like these. Or have I? And I just took them for granted? Why do I suddenly crave for this? Is it because all along my life have been filled with nothing but insignificance??



Sigh. I do not know. I feel like crying now. Not loud sobs, but let silent tears stream down my cheeks while my throat fills with that feeling of mounting pressure.

Bloggie, it's been a long time. Forgive me.