Wednesday, June 28, 2006

My Fantasy Guy

I never knew I would say this but I think I want a freakin' boyfriend. Not just ANY boyfriend, but to fall in love. I reckon it would be a good feeling, you see.

I want someone who wants to take care of me for the rest of his life. Yeah la I'm damn spoilt like that. But to be fair, I also can take care of him ma. Physically, he doesn't have to look like Wentworth Miller (but there's no harm if he does.... drool..).

It's best if he has broad shoulders, for me to lie on, and nicer to hug (I think?)

Seriously, I don't want any puppy love bullshit. What is the freaking point anyway. Guys my age are just too immature, ugh. I WANT A MATURE GUY, DAMNIT. (Very weird la, like I'm demanding or ordering a grown man from some counter)

My fantasy guy would know how to cook... because I can't. He doesn't need to be a gourmet chef la, knowing basic stuffs is enough. And I also will learn to cook and bake for him, so I can fatten him up so he cannot complain if I grow fat! MUAHAHAHAHA.... He also won't mind doing the chores and all (this very hard to find loh..)

Daydreaming sigh... he must be very huggable, cos all I have to hug now is my pillow. While hugging pillows are comfortable, it can't grow hands and wipe my tears off. Sigh... somemore he can cheer me up whenever I'm down, is able to bear with my idiosyncrasies and bouts of depression...

Plus, his kindness and other good qualities will affect me too and make me a better person. He will make me feel good about myself. He doesn't necessarily need to be a saint cos I'm aware that I'm no angel myself. Good listener. Good sense of humour. Yadda yadda yadda...

Oh ya, he gives a real good massage. This trait would be really useful when I'm tired and sore.

If got some of these qualities, I think good enough gua. Unfortunately, I don't think I'll ever get a guy like that cos I don't really deserve him.... so my fantasy guy will remain just that, a fantasy.

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